Friday, January 15, 2010

A week before I begin this 9 month study

There is a study called Theo(god) odessey ( journey) that my church is having. This is a 9 month study. 3 weeks on, 1 week off.

Website: www.theodessey.com

My Pastor knows the author of this study and has given me his thoughts. I am excited to let the Holy Spirit dwell in me and push out into my life.

I have been under a calling to dig deep. My heart desires is to build our family in Christ and know when Satan is working in your mind,thoughts, perceptions and extinguish those flames and dance in victory shouting praise to the Messiah.

Today I wanted to recognize the battles that have come up as I sent that email off saying " I will be joining". Satan knows i'm getting brighter with God's light; i'm shining and he doesn't like it.

1. i'm a single mom and my daughter is going to Kindergarten/1st - I have to apply for a transfer. So this involves the application, going on site, then waiting for 4 months till you hear if she got in.

2. My divorce is final in 2 months. Dad and I agreed to pay for 1/2 of everything but we have not had any child support exchange for 3 years and do not wish to do so. I am worried the courts will interfer.

3. My house: I am flipped. My dad is worried and has mentioned God has answered my prayers with a obama bail out. I am just concerned of the anxiety leading this instead of God.

4. I have some blood in my stool yesterday. It looked like alot. So that worried me too.

5. My boyfriend and I got into fight. We have arguments because we don't talk right when we are upset. I am just upset how when we argue its "over". We have alot of issues with our fighting.

* he is taking this class too


Well its time to lift all these things up to God. I say I do that, but I want to stay in prayer today constantly reminding of who God is, what he says he is, and his promises. I want to surrender all of me and give God my clay.

I want him to build me, use me to further his kingdom.

The journey is about to begin...

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